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9 things to start doing for yourself

I was scrolling through old memories where Facebook has this new twist that you can see the old posts you had from years back. It's funny how I couldn't even remember that I published some of my thought on Facebook without any edited custom viewers. But since it's out from 5 years ago, I might share this to my blog as well. 9 Things to start doing for yourself Out of boredom, I reflected several things that I should live by. I realized that I should focus on things that are more relevant; things that really do matter to me a lot. :) 1. Start spending time with the right people.  – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to improve in healthy and exciting ways.  They are the ones who make you feel more alive, and not only embrace who you are now, but also embrace and embody who you want to be, unconditionally. 2. Start valuing the lessons your mistakes teach you .   – Mistakes are okay; they’re the stepping sto...

Dear Self

Letter to myself years back..  It's crazy how I suddenly came across this letter I wrote to myself from years back. Actually I never had the guts to totally publish this kind of stuffs I make online. I was always the shy type when it comes to my sentimental and deep thoughts. This was meant to be read by myself and to be kept somewhere private in some of my files. But I might as well share this thoughts I had in mind years back because why not???  Sometimes the world has its ways of making your life cruel and miserable at the same time. Sometimes you can't even understand which side fate really leads you on. And sometimes you trust people too much that you have put down all those guarded walls you have built and end up losing yourself. Life is hard but a pretty hell of a ride. We meet people by purpose and not by chance. Some people choose to stay in your life but sadly some has to leave because the story is over. And each person that leaves marks a scar that no one can e...

My Greatest love

February 21, 2018 It's been 2 years, 9months, and 14 days. Yes, It was like a rollercoaster ride. The relationship started coarsely and difficult. Both had different interests, goals and perspective in life but halfway there, we were able to meet and tried to learned each other's belief. At some point in my life, I never expected that this relationship would even last this long. I had conflicts with my parents, my sister, and everyone else. It feels like everyone is trying to get in my way. For 2 whole years, we kept it as a secret from my family. And i've never adored someone this much for keeping up with me that long. His patience and determination made me fall in love with him even more. 💓 I admit I'm not the typical sweet girl that is full of surprises. I'm not into fancy things either. But I'm inlove of the idea of love. Yes, falling in love must have been the greatest feeling in the world. But you know what's even more perfect? Falling in love wi...